"Delusion" - part1

                  I used to think "How can a person live after loosing someone he/she loved the most?" the answer used to be "No he/she can't live without her/him!" Then I looked to my grand maa Her most beloved person is not here any more and she is still living her life. One day I asked her HOW??? and the answer was "MEMORIES". The small memories they shared together and her stories were really-really cute. Then I went into some study on this particular topic myself and what I found was mind bending. Believe me it freaked me out to know that it is not the memories, not the love, not the relationship, not anything one can possibly imagine. I know it is sounding rude and pathetic but friends the truth is way-way different. Just think about this for a moment and check out your life or people around you. Ask "Why we don't kill ourselves when we lose someone we cared more than us?", "What makes us forget the pain of loosing them?", "How can a mother still live when her new born child is dead just after the birth?", "How can a lover continue his life even after losing someone he loved the most?" ... I can go on and on. But, the bottom-line is "There is something more important that all this Love, affection, care blah-blah which compels us to continue. In our head we all know it and  most of us are ignorant about it.

            Behold dear friends because here is THE WORD -> "SURVIVAL"...Yes it is the word survival of your own and you can't control it. You know!!! we are very loving, affectionate, peaceful beings but our genes are not. They have a different operating system. They are the ones who actually guide us, we just follow their machine language commands. We are no more than ROBOTS with a layer of fake intelligence which the evolution process had made on top of the basic program. And this layer was made to protect the core program running behind all this. This delusion is actually GooD for all!!! Hence, I conclude.

"पहली बारिश"

आज दिनों के बाद यहाँ फिर पहली बारिश आयी है 

नई उमंग  नया तरंग  और खुशहाली लायी  है 

जीवन की नीरसता में फिर से बजती सहनाई है 

आज दिनों के बाद यहाँ फिर पहली बारिश आयी है 

क्या कहना उस  यौवन  का जब पहली बूँद ने छुआ  उसे 

क्या  कहना  अपने मन  का जब ली उसने अंगराई है 

सरम - लाज  को  छोड़  आज उसने उधम मचाई है 

आज दिनों के बाद यहाँ फिर पहली बारिश आयी है 

ऐसी बरसी आज धरा पे रुकने का कोई नाम नहीं 

जाने कितने जनमों से वो रूकती रूकती आई है 

सब्र का बांध है टुटा उसका उसपे मस्ती छाई है 

आज दिनों के बाद यहाँ फिर पहली बारिश आयी है 

आज धरा की प्यास बुझेगी और खिलेंगे नव उपवन 

उसने भी तो इन्तेजार मैं अपनी उम्र गवाई है 

हुआ मिलन इन दोनों का और धरा मुस्काई है 

आज दिनों के बाद यहाँ फिर पहली बारिश आयी है 

देख रहा मैं उनके मिलन को भाव मे बहता जाता हूँ 

इसी भाव में अपने मान में चार पंक्तिया आई है 

आज दिनों के बाद यहाँ फिर पहली बारिश आयी है 

आज दिनों के बाद यहाँ फिर पहली बारिश आयी है

"हम मतलब से इठलाते हैं"

रुक जाओ जरा और देखो इधर,
हम आँख बिछये बैठे हैं,
तुम आपना मतलब देखते हो,
हम आपना मतलब देखते हैं|
मगरुरी का आलम देखो, वो समझे है कुछ और हमे,
मदहोशी का आलम ये है  के अब त़क कोई होंश नहीं |

रुक जाओ जरा और देखो इधर,
हम बाहें फैलाये  बैठे हैं,
तुम आपना मतलब देखते हो,
हम आपना मतलब देखते हैं|
कर लो जो जी में आता हो, इनको भी हम अब देखेंगे,
देखे हैं खेल खिलड़ी सब, हमने भी आपनी राहों में|

रुक जाओ जरा और देखो इधर,
हम जाल बिछये बैठे हैं,
तुम आपना मतलब देखते हो,
हम आपना मतलब देखते हैं|

परेशान तुम होते हो, जब मतलब से मतलब न निकले,
मतलब की दुनिया में मतलब का हाल यही तो होना है|

रुक जाओ जरा और देखो इधर,
हम प्यार बिछये बैठे हैं,
तुम मतलब से इतराते हो,
हम मतलब से इठलाते हैं|

"Stay RAW"

 

No Matter what! Do not loose your faith and believes.

The Animal

The animal inside exactly knows what to do in every situation, then why do we screw things up? the answer is, you screw when you think you know better than him. You are a logical practical person who is well educated and lives in a society where every one thinks they have all the answers. Have you ever wondered why you had such a bad feeling in you gut when you took a decision which eventually lead you to regret it. Dear that was your animal trying to warn you. No matter how much we evolve no matter how much advancement we do in technology, the core will always be the same. You were an animal in the past who survived all the ups and downs and came this far. If you believe in experience then he has billion years of experience and yet you undermine his capabilities. Just follow him and he will liberate you from all your sufferings. Just bow to him and he will show you the correct path to follow. You may call him whatever you want to, I name him THE ANIMAL.

"O Dear Bird"

Here goes ma favorite bird

Out in the sky 

In search of new horizons 

In search of a better life

May God be with her

And Help her in her quest

She finds her better someone

And all the better rest

The pain that I am suffering

Can not be cured at all

The void that is created

Can not be filled by fall

Being an active listener

I listened to all your chirp

Being an active learner

I learnt the lessons with whip

Today I open the cage 

And set you free from me

Go get you want the most

and have it in your thee

O dear bird! I love you

And will love you till the end

No one can come this closer

No one can be that friend